Saturday, May 4, 2013

This is for you.

   I am not gonna care if you're gonna get angry looking at this. Am not gonna insult you or what. Thank you so much for putting me through all this. Leaving me helpless when you know I needed you the most. Breaking every single promises you gave me. No, it's not entirely your fault. It was mine too but I am glad I did not turn to another person when I was with you. Because I just know it would hurt you, maybe not? I don't know. Each time you tell me, it's your fault, 'I will face it like a man'. I don't know how manly you were. A man solves it, not run away from it. No matter how positive I try to be, I end up falling back but, I am glad I am able to stand up again. It's funny how, people you say you miss me when you don't feel the love anymore. Calling me with all those names that you were not suppose to call. I am not angry with you, but me. It's so hard to watch good romantic movie, go and sit at Tanjung. It brings back all sorts of memories. Here you junks are up beside my bed. I've deleted your number, kept you aside but reality is reality, I gotta face it alone. I am not gonna go around spread things bout you, cause I am not gonna gain a shit by doing so. Revenge is never gonna solve things.  Sooner or later, hopefully I will forget you eventually. Thanks for everything. All the best.