Friday, January 25, 2013

A note for you.

Hye? I wanna tell so much things, but I just don't know where to begin, how to begin & all. As much as you are fed-up of me, I'm fed-up of crying everyday. As much as you're having fun now, I also want to have fun. I know I've done mistakes & lately was so into my problems. I'm sorry. I just couldn't be perfect. I am trying every now and then. It's so clueless. It's so hard to face the fact you've dumped me & do what you did. Sometimes the ignorance you gave hurts more. It's hurts when you say your love faded away. I'm sorry. I didn't try my best to be the best for you. Sometimes, I just don't get it, why I'm not over the blues. I realized that you're no longer mine. There won't be a second chance & that you're gone forever. But the memories, keep hunting. I just couldn't forget every single words you say to me, how we joke around till late nights & the stupid arguments. You changed so did I. I accepted the fact you're the new you. I adapted to it. Sometimes, I hurt you by my words & you hurt me by actions. I'm sorry. I know, I sound stupid, desperate and all, but yeah, I truly love you & that's why I am being so. It's not easy to just sweep in with any other guys. I'm still changing & hoping for miracle. I couldn't care less anymore, because I honestly love you. The worst feeling in the world is when you can’t love anyone else, because your heart still belongs to the one who broke it.  

Will there be another chance? To get things right? Will there still be hope? :C Will there still be love in you? I'll wait.