This song is meant for two particular guys!
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
'Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time
To this particular guy(s), I dunno how to tell this, but SORRY.
I hurt you many times! Yeah, am sorry! Am sorry you say I cheated! I am sorry I hurt you! This particular blog is meant for two guys, who was deeply in love with me.
To Mr.A, am sorry I wasn't honest about myself. I am sorry after 3 years am apologizing. I never meant to hurt you! I wasn't daring enough! Thanks for that love you gave me! It was beautiful! Perfect! Sometimes, I wish I could rewind and never make that mistakes again! But, you are taken and I am too! I really wish you would forgive me, I was a jerk! Stupid! I felt one kind, guilt for not saying sorry to you! Each time I saw you at temple I wish I didn't knew you!
TO MY ONCE UPON A TIME...
To Mr.B, I am sorry I hurt you the most! I was easily brain-washed! I was stupid to hear ,my friends story! I am sorry my words hurt you! You gave me love and all I gave you was a GOODBYE!
I knew I was harsh, I didn't talk good care of you! I admit I was once jelex when you get along with D_ _ _. So I went and hook up with Jaayasielan (I'm not sure bout this cow's name spelling) that ass who I never loved! I love reading you sms. Those sweet sms I would write down in my diary all the time! I don't know that I love you much till I left you! I am sorry I broke up on a new year! I am sorry I never appreciate you! I am sorry I never trust you! I am sorry I lied to you about my dad never agreed about our love because of ur religion. I am sorry, I really hurt you much!
