Happy Holiday

So Freedom ain't nothing but missing you? Yuck! That's meant for Lovers :D My freedom, Damn! It's holiday finally! I Love holidays. Who wouldn't anyway? LOL

Exams are over. Today, I got my results.

a) Maths - 95%
b) Sej     - 78%
c) Add Maths - PASS!


I am freaking unhappy over my Sejarah result. I studied like mad and thanks to the damn, DAMN, pengajaran question, I lost MARKS! 8 MARKS gone. What the hell!




So this is LIFE symbol. Life is a God damn it! i forgot this roda name =.=! Errrm, whatever it is. This this goes round and round. So to those out there, your achievement, your A's won;t stay long. Don't be surprise if the person you always LOOK DOWN UPON or perhaps didn't EXIST in your eyes succeed don't be arrogant go on and congrats her. Don't  have to open your eyes so BIG like a FISH-BALL honey (: LOL

So, Honeybee! We convent girls are honey bee maniacs!.



We do good and we will be rewarded with HONEY's (: Yummy!




CZECH REPUBLIC. Hell we have only 2 weeks more to go. Interactors gambateh! Explainers, I get everything ready! I want quality. I want no.1 I want haiyaa, must work hard :(

I am sorry, I wrote it in my blog. I'm sorry. My blog is the only place I express my heart out. I am sorry. I have nobody to hear my stories. I don't wish to see the world any more.

I am sorry people. I didn't mean to be sombong. I didn't mean any thing. I am broken. I am sorry if I hurt everyone. I will just walk out of everyone's life. tc . Bye

Nothing Last Forever, I'm Sorry I can't be Perfect.

So, I am gonna tell you what I wrote in my diary. What I felt. So, you wanna know my answer?How am I suppose to answer to that question? How? It's like you are trading your heart. I have no idea what should my answer be. I know you're fed-up with me. It's ok, It's alright. You said you understand my feelings? How well do you understand me?You never know how much I miss you. You never did. You're busy? I'm busy too, with schools, tuitions, sports, music and etc. You're studying? I am too. It's okay you text me at 10.30pm or what, but can't you ever inform me that you're busy? Is that a big request? Is that so hard? You always make me wait, wait and wait like an  idiot.  I wouldn't mind if you are busy but you never inform me. You always ask, why do I off my hp? I don't want false hope. Each time, my hp beeps I always hope it was you, but it wasn't. It was paalhan, daddy, vish or some other people. The only reason I reply Paalhan msgs is because he is the only person I could share my probs with. If I was to ever tell you, you'll be sleepy already. So I share everything with Paalhan. From, my school, to teachers, to friends, to enemies even about my family all I tell to him. Sometimes I wish it was you who cheer me up.But it was Paalhan. When I talk bout him to you, you hate it.  You have many probs?Can't you share it with me?  Perhaps you think I would never understand your problems. I should have open my hand-phone around 3pm. I shouldn't have blog about the Perfect bf if I was to know your msg would be amazing. You know what, Roshy was correct, I will only make you suffer. I'm letting you go. You deserve some other girls. Don't have to feel guilty. It's my fault.  Tc. 

So I'm single.

Maybe, we should end our relationship.Perhaps. Idk.  Ya, I never understand you. I am sorry I hurt you. I am sorry for everything. You deserve a better girl (:



I felt damn guilty reading ur msg. It was my fault. I understand. I never understands you & it's true It was always you who gave in to me.I never learned how to appreciate you. So about the trust, I was feeling sad at that time, and you weren't there. So I'm sorry I say I never trust you. And you are asking for my decision? Idk. Idk. Idk. I seriously don't know. i don't know what should I answer.  Yes or no. If my answer is yes?no? I don't know. It's your decision. Your life. I am speechless.

Anything your answer is, I am okay with it. 

He's my perfect boyfriend

He's perfect just the way he is. he's a great guy. He's a superhuman, he's amazing. He's my perfect boyfriend. (: My love for him is an OVERWHELMING LOVE. *chucks.! Haha. He's super patient and understanding. He's just, I have no words to describe, I mean, he just understands me. I am fussy and too sensitive at times and most of time I flash my anger towards him. But never once he complained.



He's an angel sent from above. I never expected for a perfect boyfriend and now yeah, I own one (: I am never gonna let go of him.



I am sorry for my attitude. Seriously I don't know how the hell you tahan with me. Thanks any way. You always mekes me feel good. Fell happy. fell loved. i am happy that i own you bubu (: