Monday, February 28, 2011

I'll be alright





Exams are here. praise to God!OH MY BIEBER! Why now?! Hell, I haven't studied anything. NOTHING! Shyte! Hate it. So, haizz, my mum is shouting. STUDY! STUDY! Hate it! so, I can't online, can't reply posts! Tomorrow is JUSTIN BIEBER's birthday! Crap! Can't study now! Even more! =\Okay, today physics tution, 2 and a Half hour. WTH! The teacher is seriously killing me. And now whatm my International Understanding day is around the corner. I am a juggler for no reason. I have Niexter to do too. God please God save me! Innocent girl! ==''

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Tears that never knew to END




Thanks for everything. You never trust me. You always trust your son. You always blame me, that I will start the fight. So today that beloved son of yours throw Thenesh's Blackberry on the floor and the mercury in it leaked. You blame me. You never trust me just because that son of yours say I threw it. Fine. For hours I cried, you kept scolding me . 4pm, Music class, I didn't want to talk to you, or I don't need you to send me for the class. I took the bike, 5pm class end. I came home, 6.45pm, I was at  park. You never call. When I am back, Arvind came and ask me 'Akka, where you go? I was worried. Have this sweet'. You? You never knew right wheter I am home or not? Good.





I am just so sick living in here. Nobody cares. You ask me right once, why am I so quiet at house? I have nobody at home. I am lonely. I only have my books and handphone, that too you took away my handphone. I feel happy at school. I have peopl there. great people. There are always with me. You never. You only care when I get into trouble.

I don't know what to say anymore. I am never gonna talk to you anymore.

Friday, February 25, 2011


The sweetest guy on Earth, sexy!  Justin Bieber (: He's so delicious! Madly in love with him! His voice! Fish! can melt me man! He's so adorable and his songs are woo! (: Heeeee, I am so Bieberlisiouc!


Justin Bieber Calendar 2011 Calander Exclusive :ΓΈ Justin Bieber Music ...

Look his brushing his teeth! How cute! Heeee, He's so adorable. Gimme that toothbrush, I swear that toothbrush of his will be kept in a Glass case! (:




I love Bieber! Bieber (:

What to blog?

Lol (: So many stuff to blog! I miss blogging! Long time didn't blog! Haizz, so what should I blog? My 3 minutes journey? I took hours to KL tapi hanya dapat meet him for  3 minutes =.= Eyh, I saw the tortoise tengah MAKING LOVE :D


Love Me-Bieber (:
My friends say I'm a fool to think that you're the one for me
I guess I'm just a sucker for love
'Cause honestly the truth is that you know I'm never leavin'
'Cause you're my angel sent from above

Baby, you can do no wrong
My money is yours, give you a little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here, I promise my dear I'll put nothin' above ya, 'bove ya

Love me, love me, say that you love me
Fool me, fool me, oh how you do me
Kiss me, kiss me, say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear, tell me you love me

Love me, love me, say that you love me
Fool me, fool me, oh how you do me
Kiss me, kiss me, say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear, tell me you love me

People try to tell me, but I still refuse to listen
'Cause they don't get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than a thousand days without your love
Oh your love, oh

Baby, you can do no wrong
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/justin-bieber-lyrics/love-me-lyrics.html }
My money is yours, give you a little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here, I promise my dear I'll put nothin' above ya, 'bove ya

Love me, love me, say that you love me
Fool me, fool me, oh how you do me
Kiss me, kiss me, say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear, tell me you love me

Love me, love me, say that you love me
Fool me, fool me, oh how you do me
Kiss me, kiss me, say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear, tell me you love me

My heart is blind, but I don't care
'Cause when I'm with you, everything has disappeared
And every time I hold you near
I never wanna let you go, oh

Love me, love me, say that you love me
Fool me, fool me, oh how you do me
Kiss me, kiss me, say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear, tell me you love me

Love me, love me, say that you love me
Fool me, fool me, oh how you do me
Kiss me, kiss me, say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear, tell me you love me


Monday, February 14, 2011

Sorry






Again, I am sorry for hurting you again. I didn't mean it! ILY. Seriously. I'm sorry I made you feel guilty. I am sorry



I freaking love you, and I can't imagine life without you. I was foolish. I take back my words. Forgive me pls?








Happy Valentine's



Happy Valentine sweetheart (: I miss you daa. I am sorry I hurt you about last night. I am sorry I followed my mood. Forgive me? You 12.38pm message was so freaking sweet though it is just 2 lines. It made my day early in the morning. How's ur JPJ test? All the best. (: I love you daa (: I never regret you told me those 3 words, 8 letters. (: It made me happier day by day syg (:


Saturday, February 12, 2011

My LIFE



No, he's not perfect but I admit I have never meet any guy more perfect than He is! He is PERFECT in my eyes. He's special in his own way. He got me so hypnotized. So mesmerized. So special in my eyes. I don't know but I never regret knowing him (: I never regret saying ILY boo (: I miss you alot daa. Go buang your hp. Memang tak guna (:

I am freaking serious about us (: I plan to spend the rest of my life with you. Having 4 kids around (:
Hahax I just can't wait to see you changing the kids diapers, playing with them and so on. It's gonna be so beautiful (:



Hhaax it will be so cute if the baby vomits on you or pee on you. And you'll be crying (: 

i can't wait to see how caring and fussy you're during my pregnancy (:



Those moment we will cherish together (:

The day we will be walking on the Isle?


 The day you will begin ur MISERABLE life with me? Hahax, pity you! Be strong!





Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend
Hey hey, you you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
You know it's not a secret
Hey hey, you you
I want to be your girlfriend
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about you all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know
What I can do
To make you feel alright
( alright alright alright)
Don't pretend
I think you know
I'm damn precious
And hell yeah
I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too
And you know I'm right
( I'm right I'm right I'm right)
She's like so whatever
You can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about
Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way no way
I think you need a new one
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend
Hey hey, you you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
You know it's not a secret
Hey hey, you you
I want to be your girlfriend
I can see the way
I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away
I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time
Again and again
( Again again again)
So come over here
And tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name
Ever again
( Ever again again again)
She's like so whatever
And you can do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about
Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend
Hey hey, you you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
You know it's not a secret
Hey hey, you you
I want to be your girlfriend



In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?
Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend
( No way No way)
Hey hey, you you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
You know it's not a secret
Hey hey, you you
I want to be your girlfriend
Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend ( No Way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend ( No Way!)

Hey hey, you you
I know that you like me ( No Way!)
No way, no way
You know it's not a secret ( Hey!)
Hey hey, you you
I want to be your girlfriend ( No Way!)
Hey Hey!





Bieber, dumping selina for jaswen! Breaking news! Justin realize jasween is more hotter n better than selina. and jasween loves him more! Justin fell in love when jasween dance n sing girlfriend song with pink n purple pom pom!


So tonight I'll be dating Vino! (: Hahax, tak sabar pulak nak tengok adik dia! Today we both duduk together selepas lari!(: Whooo, banyak bosan merentas desa!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1NxcxkX3fTo&feature=player_detailpage

Hahax this video is so funny! :p The background music is super but the singer?! Hmm, I miss arvind! Donkey he! Dhurga! Aah miss her voice! (: I miss MIMI =| I miss kindy! I miss so many things! Aaah bosan blogging! Awana play piano now!

R.I.P MIMI


R.I.P My GAY RABBIT. :'(

Mimi died yesterday! He/She is my gay rabbit! he so cute walaupun i hate him! He jahat! He always bully my Mimo :( Tapi he died suddenly! Stupid Malay girl! Feed him something! He pengsan! Mati otw, to hospital! :( Benciii!  He so cute after he died :(


Mimi Byeee :(


Czech Republic


Czech Republic! Where on Earth should I find this Central of europe country's festival stuff? =.=! 




Their bloody costume is so cute!

Hungarian we will be! ICSMC Rock!xD

Merentas Desa

13 schools di Tanjung today! So, SMK Convent, Delima is the best! Woke up 7.00 am! WTF! Am bloody late, friends are gonna kill me! Kayh, that's one thing, 2nd! WTFF! My Delima-t-shirt and track suit is in the washing machine??! WTFFF!I asm my mum to iron it quickly! Eat quickly! F! Rush to awyn's house! Traffic jam! Left my helmet! WTF la!Hahahx okayh., I seriously thought I was late, then I thnik again, No I'm not! SMKC is famous for not being punctual! So yeah, am not late! 3km?! My god! No prob (:I and Nanny always jog for 6km. So no hal! Cheh belagak! :p Tapi memang best we shout DE-LI-MA! Deliam! Delima! Drlima! Super cool to see Delima emerge as the champion for so many freaking times! i just love it! (: Whoooow!Go Delima! 











Thursday, February 10, 2011

Welcome to MY LIFE!







This Is My Life, Mr freaking bad life! My freaking stupid life!





Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me



To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/simple-plan-lyrics/welcome-to-my-life-lyrics.html ]
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life





Uhh, my life is complicated! I am angry, hurt, annoyed, depressed, tension-up! hell! life AIN'T EASY! people around me does nothing bout makes me more angry! Am hating my life right now! Am really angry! I feel like breaking down! Everything I does doesn't seem to turn out good! Everything seems to be Black! I am sorry, I caused trouble. I am sorry If i was too straight! I really can't take the pressure! 


 


Nobody could be trusted. I guess the song above is my  theme song. Thanks Arvind for being there for me. Thanks Taiyeba for cooling me down (:  I don't know who else to tell. Thanks aashwiny for supporting me! It's hard to express ur anger! I felt like a grenade! I was really boom up just now!





I am lost. I am so tempered! I just had to release my anger! It feels so good during Bio class. We crack jokes together! then, my angers flew away. I was only trying to be LOGICAL! Hmmm.

 


Fair Is FOUL, Foul Is FAIR. There's nothing more true than Shakespeare's Macbeth quote! Thanks Literature for teaching me sense of humanity!