I am sorry two this two particular guy! I am sorry I hurt you!

This song is meant for two particular guys!

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life, tell me how's your family

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me

Still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed and I didn't call

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side and

Realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night,

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and

I go back to December all the time

To this particular guy(s), I dunno how to tell this, but SORRY. 

I hurt you many times! Yeah, am sorry! Am sorry you say I cheated! I am sorry I hurt you! This particular blog is meant for two guys, who was deeply in love with me.

To Mr.A, am sorry I wasn't honest about myself. I am sorry after 3 years am apologizing. I never meant to hurt you! I wasn't daring enough! Thanks for that love you gave me! It was beautiful! Perfect! Sometimes, I wish I could rewind and never make that mistakes again! But, you are taken and I am too! I really wish you would forgive me, I was a jerk! Stupid! I felt one kind, guilt for not saying sorry to you! Each time I saw you at temple I wish I didn't knew you! 

TO MY ONCE UPON A TIME...

To Mr.B, I am sorry I hurt you the most! I was easily brain-washed! I was stupid to hear ,my friends story! I am sorry my words hurt you! You gave me love and all I gave you was a GOODBYE! 

I knew I was harsh, I didn't talk good care of you! I admit I was once jelex when you get along with D_ _ _. So I went and hook up with Jaayasielan (I'm not sure bout this cow's name spelling) that ass who I never loved! I love reading you sms. Those sweet sms I would write down in my diary all the time!  I don't know that I love you much till I left you! I am sorry I broke up on a new year! I am sorry I never appreciate you!  I am sorry I never trust you! I am sorry I lied to you about my dad never agreed about our love because of ur religion. I am sorry, I really hurt you much!

When Boredom Strikes!

Blogging all the way from a party! Seriously, am dead bored over here and yeah! Laptop always come in handy! Wow, poor hawt mama yosika! Smashed her face with chocolate cake! Now that's bad! :D And now Jasween is telling a story! Let me type out! :p Arab people are rich! And there way their clothes like some Halloween costumes! Hahahx that's cute! And Taiyeba was giving her own philosophy about their clothings! :p LolxD! Jas was buying some perfume, and she saw a girl who was desperate for some branded perfume. And she saw a cute guy, so cute with name sha...! Gaps! Ah, asal I kepoh? :p Hahahx, whatever it is! We are stuck in Tingting's room! (: Chilling cold! :D And to Arvind, I miss eu!

$1000 ice-cream!

World’s Most Expensive Ice-Cream.

 

    Would you spare a $1000 to eat a small dessert?  The point is, is there such desserts that cost a $1000? Well, with 5 scoops of high quality Tahitian vanilla bean ice-cream infuse with the Madagascar’s vanilla ice-cream creates a fine indulgence of $1000 ( RM 3042.00) Grand Opulence Sundae, which was recently nominated as the World Most Expensive Ice-Cream.   The Grand Opulence Sundae isn’t served casually, but it is canopied in a 23K edible gold leaf and drizzled heavenly with Amedei Porceleana ;  the world’s most  expensive plain chocolate made by the Amedei candy company in Tuscany, Italy.  The Amedei Porceleana is covered with chunks of rare Chuao chocolate. Later on, the ice-cream is wrapped once again with exotic candied fruits all the way from Paris, gold dragnets, truffles and the famous Marzipan Cherries. To sweeten the ice-cream, fresh passion fruit, orange and Armagnac (a kind of  Brazil wine) are added. Finally, the ice-cream will be topped with a tiny bowl of Grand Passion Caviar, famously known for its gold sparkles. It’s worth the $1000 for the paradise taste! But then, as we are about to enjoy our dessert, the eldery will always remind us, “Ice-cream is bad for your health!”, “Ice-creams do nothing but fatten!”. So is it true ice-cream brings more benefits than harm? Ice-cream really helps in melting the fats away as calcium itself is a slimming agent. Ice-cream contains high amount of calcium. A low diet in calcium helps nothing but triggers more fat. Besides, calcium in ice-cream helps to control blood pressure, reduces the risk of colon cancer and chances of developing kidney stones is low. In addition, ice-cream, vanilla flavoured, is the best to be taken after a tonsil is removed. Ice-cream is believed to sooth our throat. This is because the ice-cream is a soft and chilling food. And for those Vanilla ice-cream lovers, vanilla serves the best medical benefits because of its seed which is one of the most expensive spices.  Vanilla itself helps to ease a queasy stomach and reduces the risk of breast cancer. The vanillin in vanilla helps in inhibiting the development and growth of diseased cells in healthy breast tissue. Besides, vanilla helps in neutralizing damaged free radicals and it could strengthen our skin against dryness. So don’t worry about eating vanilla ice-cream!

So go ahead and eat ice cream from time to time, as long as you don't overload on sugar and saturated fat.

Sorry, You Have Entered The WRONG Stream!

I have entered the wrong stream! Stupid me! Seriously I shouldn't have signed up for SCIENCE Stream! Yuck, I hate science completely! I should have take up ARTS! At least  I could get the hell of Science subjects out of my mind! And guess what, IT'S ALREADY TOO LATE TO TURN BACK! SHYTE! My school itself is a headache! Straight A's masuk SCIENCE! =.= WTH! I seriously hate to see my subjects! SPM- GOVINDAA! (: So, this lil smart ass (ME) registered for 10 FREAKING subject for SPM! 

1.  Bahasa Melayu

2.  English

3.  Sejarah

4.  Moral (=.=)

5.  Mathematics 

6.  PHYSICS

7.  CHEMISTRY

8.  BIOLOGY

9.  ADD MATHS!!!

10.Literature In English (: - Hell fun!

Well, so whats the damn reason behind my hatred towards those 4 bold subjects?

Gaps! That nerd is so not me! =.=! And books doesn't makes me HORNY but YUCKIEE!

The main reason why I freaking hate BIOLOGY is because BIOLOGY IS SO SUICIDOLOGY! 

Hello, I have no interest at all of becoming a DOCTOR! Once I dream of being a PSYCHIATRIC but I change my mind after hearing the word BIOLOGY! Seriously, is it that important to learn Bio? I mean, it is important, but it doesn't really make people thinks! It's just a thick book with facts and facts and as I memorize these craps after SPM you can call me a ROBOT! 

 PHYSICS!

Mirror, Mirror On The Wall,

Whose The Baddest Of The All,

PHYSICS!

I hate Physics! The subject is interesting but seriously the only factor I hate it because... Wanna know why? ASK ME! 

CHEMISTRY!

If there's one interesting subject that I found nice is Chemistry! It's really a interesting subject! but the reason I hate it is because my teacher always gives me a low mark for essay! She says I don't follow schema! =.= And seriously the my Chemistry teacher itself teaches the subject in a interesting way; so I think I am gonna love it! (:

ADD MATHS!

Hahahx, seriously, if you have a look at the animation, I am the student! I really love doing add maths but seriously my marks will be fantastic as I grew older day by day! I find it enjoyable but the feat is that during exams;

So that is me! I am like a donkey put among the peacocks! Seriously I go nuts! And I'll be saying 'It's ok arh!' You know why I feel that way? because I didn't do it at all! :D

LITERATURE IN ENGLISH!

The only reason I love this subject is because, it is THE ONLY subject that makes you THINK, RATIONALIZE. Just for an info, this Literature I am talking about is not those stupid storybook like THE CURSE or RUMPELSTILTSKIN or THE POTATO PEOPLE that everyone learns. Those books are nonsense! Seriously! This subject I am talking about is Julius Caesar, Fahrenheit 451,  The Lion And The Jewel, Naukar and etc. 

I love Literature (: I have that interest in this kind of subject. I love to persuade in criminal laws. It's interesting and makes you think and solve! 

Well,whatever it is,books is still my hubby for now! (: enjoy reading!

(: To My Loves!

 Arvind  (:

School Holiday! Yahoo (: Tapi homework so much?! It's holiday and why killing the innocent kids like me? =?  Okay, I swear I'll finish up my homework! I dunwanna get chased out of class again! I wish I could go to PJ! Tapi Shanku pasal I can't go! (: Hate you! LolxD I miss blogging! Seriously! I can't online all the time! Mum's fault! (: I own a bunny! She's cute (; Minimi is her name! (: I hate her! :p She so small! (: She love to climb on me (: But I don't like it! She so cuddle-ish (: anyone would love her! I swear this time I'll take good care of rabbit. Hmmm, I feel like dropping theory. I have no interest at all in theory. I love piano more (: 

Arvind, I Am Sorry 

Arvind, (: This one is for you. I took days to practice this song (:  My piano sucks, but I really hope you like it (: Sorry, I forgot about our anniversary. I felt damn guilty. (:  Nothing's gonna change my love for you. And I promise (: 

Nothing's gonna change my love for Arvind (:

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong 

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you. 

Chorus 1
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love. 

Chorus 2
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing's gonna change my
love for you. 

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are. 

So come with me and share this view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you. 

Chorus 1, Chorus2, and Chorus 1 again 

INSTRUMENTAL 

Chorus 2, Chorus 1, and Chorus 2 again