L.O.V.E

Love ? What is love ? Someone was asking me just now what is love well, honestly, I  don't know . It may be something painful. Something beautiful. No one knows. It may last a second. A minute. An hour. A day. A week. A year. It goes on. Love is indeed a mystery that needs to be unfold and told. Wait a minute, *facepalm. 🙀 Look at me, trying to be a philosopher. Lol. Definitely an unsuccessful one of course. Screw it, today I shall talk and act like a philosopher or maybe a love guru (oh well, none of my advices on love actually works) 😉 So gyeah, speaking of love ? Love means happiness. Happiness within you would create love, that love will create life, that life will spread the love. Okay, I really need to stop acting like a philosopher . Because I do suck at it extremely. 💁💁 anyways, to those who wanted love tips, dude, BE YOURSELF. Don't ever. I mean it. DONT EVER EVER CHANGE FOR YOUR PARTNER just to please him or her 😊 Oh trust me , previously, I acted sane and  quiet to please him and his dear bro because I wanted him to be proud of me. But believe it or not ? I was never happy with him or the relationship. And today I am me with everyone. I find people who are true to me, love the mad for me and  I have never been any happier or blessed than today. Just be yourself. After all, love us all about the real you, the truth and loving a person for who they are in the inside and not the outside ❤️❤️😘 spread the love 😊😊 

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As I was about to close my eyes, doozie off to dreamland, I just couldn't sleep. There I am on my bed , all snuggle up, with one big smile on my face. ☺️ Thank God for this most beautiful live. When they say everything happens for a reason, believe me, it's more than true. 😉 Life hasn't been good the past two years, oh black memories I wouldn't want to remember. 😔 But somehow, it did happened for a reason right ? God knew I wouldn't be happy then, he showed me the worst and look here I am typing my story. I could be a writer, but perhaps my books will not be sold. 😉 So who changed my life ? Brought back that joy and happiness ? Yes, my family and really close friends. But here's the thing, there is indeed One  very special person, you know who you are if you are reading this ?  😊 I never expected that today I would be smiling again, laughing again, believe and have faith in love and guys again. You are definitely my strength and my happiness. You showed me light when I was given darkness. How I wished I had a man like you then and now and future😊 Haha I have never met such an understanding and dumb guy like you 😁 Thank you for putting on a smile on my face every single day without fail 😄 thank you for accepting me for who I am. Thank you for giving me your Indian timing 😘 thank you for choosing me as your master. And thank you for loving me now and then . 😊😊 I am just blessed. You are indeed my most precious gift. I love you with every bits of my heart ❤️💛💙💜💚❤️         

You.

      It all begin in 2010, when we started chatting with each other. I never knew we would grow so close to each other. I remember we started chatting so much after I failed my JPA so did you. Haha. That's where it all grew right? I never expected that we will be closer than what I expected. I guess what they say is true, 'only two person who undergo the same pain will understand each other'. Right. Haha. You do know what I mean kan? Or you too dumb to faham? xD

                                                      Jayamunishwara xD AHAHAHAHA .

   Babi, dont take revenge over here. This pic damn funny, makes me laugh everytime I see. You are truly a gift darling. You were there with me when I couple with him. & you were always there for me when we broke up. You never even leave me once. Haha, I know how annoyingly emo I was that time, but Thank God, I realize I was really stupid back then, all this is over & I know you are truly a gentleman & I am glad I replies you 'hi' 4 years ago.

    Somehow I feel so compatible with you, I can just simply start a topic with you, and we can talk and talk for hours. It's like I found someone who is like me, sometimes I see you in me. Right, with you, I feel super comfortable, I feel so easy to talk to you my problems, my 'lame' jokes according to you, idk, it's crazy how someone so strange can make you feel so safe. I can insult you without even feeling guilty. With you, Muni, I can be myself, I just feel comfortable with who I am when I'm with you. I dont have to be someone I am not when with you. That's how super comfortable I am with you :)

      You can be very very very irritatingly annoying. Eishhh, everytime ask me to go & die. Idiot, I told you, I wont leave you, how to die & leave you all alone ? xD Gyeaahh. And you can be freaking dumb xD Why on earth you cant just puji me for even once. So hard is it? Hahaha, soo how many times I am so nice to you :O Tak kenang budi punya babi. And thanks to you, now I am addicted to Bewafa. Seriously you one idiot. Hahaha. The best part bout you is, you're damn shit funny. I can laugh so hard non-stop. You crazy ideas & jokes. My God. Hahaha, sanggup you pour oil on the floor so that I can fall & touch your feet? Where did you even get such ideas?

      Despite your annoying-ness, you have that fatherly figure in you. You never look at people's status or whatever shit. That's so nice of you. You really love those people around you, but never me. Haha. The more I know you, the more I will say, your future wife is very lucky to have a guy like you. You definitely will make her the happiest person in the world I can say. & Not lying :) And of course pls pls dont ever teach your kids anything. Haha.

      Gaaaahhh, I feel so lucky to have you in my life. You're honestly damn priceless & I love you so much Muni. I dont have a dream guy, but I would say if I ever want a guy, I would definitely want a guys like you. Coz I know, I'll be happy always by your side. Ithu saatiyam, haha. But then, it's hard to find someone like you. You're just different & special :) Love you Muni. <3

   

FROZEN

     

   After a whole tiring day with the kids, we went to AEON JUSCO, GSC for a movie. We wanted to catch Carrie, or perhaps The Hunger Game, but sadly those movie are not available at that time. Last choice FROZEN, and I swear, I did not even regret a single bit.

  It's opening is so adorable. How the sisters played with magical snow which, Elsa (the blondie) has. Somehow, she struck her magic on her sister's head, and poof, she shut herself from the world till her parents passed away.

   

  Anna,she is crazy but so adorable. Sort of happy-go-lucky. She made her sister angry over her 'engagement' and poof her sister anger made the whole Andrella into ice cold winter.

Anna ran into the Snow Mountain, and I really love this scene. She build her very own snow castle, and gosh it's magnificent!Then she transform her dress into something so elegant, God knows, she is smoking hot. I was like you know, in love withe her.

 

  And then it's all bla bla bla bla xD HAHA, but what I really love about this movie is OLAFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

OLAF is just so adorable to the max. He is the stupidest snow man I ever knew. HAHA, imagine, Olaf dream of having summer and he loves summer. He never knew he would melt in it. And when he had his summer, he started to melt and Elsa gave him his own snow cloud. But Olaf is really amusing, he make me laugh my ass out. He is OMG xD

  The songs in this cartoon is very good and nice <3 Still stuck in my head!!!

  But what makes this movie so special is that, it defines TRUE LOVE differently. Yes to most of us, true love and true love kiss is the greatest magical thing in the world. But in Frozen, true is beyond that. Love for your family, your sister that is true love. And this is like a wake up call for me. Yes, my true love is my family. That's the most beautiful love I ever knew. And thank you God for that (: 

  

A true lost to the world.

             I was googling some news and I was so shocked to learn that the great leader, Nelson Rolihlahla Mandela,has passed away yesterday. This is something really sad. I wasn't really a great big fan of him, honestly, but I've always loved to hear his quotes and read about him. I have his Biography book and each and every line he says in the book has a great meaning that he wants the world to acknowledge.

                                             

         What really inspired me about him is that, how he fought for his country's freedom. He has been into the prison in and out for years and worst of all isolated to Robben Island, prison. 

                                                         

       But once he was freed, the prison warden asked him, 'Sir, what is your utmost desire?', he says, 'I want to meet people'. He proves to us, that no man is an island and he needs his people to fight for what is right. He was a man of no fear. 

                                     

        This quotes is so strong and deep. It's true, education is indeed the key for freedom. Freedom to a world where critical thinking are applied. A soldier need his weapons to protect us from harm. A cook need his cooking utensils to feed us. A mother needs a lot of patience and love to go through each obstacles. A writer needs his pen to share his knowledge and each human race needs education to shape the world into a better place. Indeed, without the weapon, nothing can be changed! Have you ever imagine a world without education? Back to the black days? Where people are more of barbaric in a sense that, girls are considered bad luck, guys dominate the world &etc. It's creepy as it seems. 

                                                    

   

                                                  

            This is my favorite quote of all time. Each time I'm done because I know how much 'some' people hate me for no reasons, I will always read this quote over and over again. It somehow give a rise in my weak spirit. I will think positive. If 'she' can hate me, she can learn to love me too. It also gave me the will to face her. Sometimes, when a person hates you, it's just so obvious in their facial expression, but somehow, thanks to this quote, I learn how to face her. And I'm happy (: 

               It's truly a great loss. He is a good leader that has  shared thoughts that are true and compassionate. #RIPNELSONMANDELA.